I’ve been embarrassed. I’m not posting any cutesy garden pictures or photos of amazing garden bounty this summer.
I can’t. My small garden can barely be entered and my large garden feels like a jungle.
This is my facebook status:
“So today I spent hours and hours out weeding my garden. Anybody driving by might wonder why someone would let their garden get that out of control. The truth is ~ anybody at anytime can let their spiritual life get that far out of control too, and you can see the weeds just the same!! Pride, Mockery, Sarcasm, Anger, Frustration.. all signs you are growing weeds.
The reality is we can see those weeds also in other people’s gardens and lives.
This is going to be random but have you ever driven by someone else’s garden and went “Wow, they have big weeds!” with a sense of relief, that you aren’t the only one. Talk about a plank of wood in our eyes.
Nothing like just hanging out with lots of really tall weeds to give you some thinking time. It’s therapeutic so if you want to have some therapy – call me – I can share my space.”
((HAHA do not google pictures of WEEDS when it’s after midnight and you are exhausted – you might leave off the s and then you might not get the picture you wanted. This post will be Weed FREE – oh my funny!))
The reality if that life is sometimes different then the way we plan it to be. In my head, I can still do it all – the garden, the canning, the home-making, add in the mom-ing, the wife-ing, the homeschooling.. oh Lord, fall is upon us! Now the full-time (plus?) working… I love every single aspect of all of my life (except toilets – with 4 little boys! Cleaning toilets I do not love anymore.) but I CANNOT.get.it ALL.done.
and some of it is so obvious, like the weeds. (tall enough to lose small children in) Don’t worry! We counted at bedtime. I spent hours and hours today weeding, and I feel like I gained some control. And other of it not so obvious, spent an hour today hanging with a little guy who needed mom time.
Harmony is still a work in progress. What do you have to let go off? (May I recommend it not be cleaning the bathrooms?)
What about you? Making any progress?